xxfairydust

a gentle breeze

2009-09-26T22:30:00.011+08:00

"I wish you were here, but you're not, you're there.
There doesn't know how lucky it is." - Khristine Cobel

Internet connection is pretty bad. Looking at the slow connection, I have decided to hold the overdue pictures first which I
thought I would share with you fellow today. I will try to upload them on facebook if not, here on blogger but gimme some
time. Teehe..

House was very busy and noisy with guests just now. It was my granny's big sis, uncle's relatives, my aunt's students and
my cousin's classmates. I couldn't be bothered which make me locked myself up in the room. Bleargh..

My granny cooked briyani rice with prawn and chicken today, nice. I slept like a piggy from 10:00am all the way till 7:00pm just
now. My aunt said that I have became pontianak while I say, Im in the USA now. Singapore is having their sweet dreams
and Im here having my morning tea with a toast (",) Mm, I have so many things to do start from Monday itself.. I do not
know where to start. But I will havta managed. Plus Im so looking forward to end of the month, always. Heehehee..

"When you're away, I miss you like a
calm stream misses a gentle breeze." -Antwan Swerp

Time checked: 12:30am -As my handphone was kept in my laptop's bag, I couldn't hear my ringing tone or my sms alert.
But when I go grab my phone just only, I saw a message and it was from YOU and I was soo happy that I replied
immediately. But boy, Im sorry it was a 30 minutes late reply :( I love you, bb kuching..

remembrance

2009-09-26T05:34:00.016+08:00

"If I knew missing you was going to be a part of my life,
I never would have let you in." -Marielle Macpherson

It's 5:34am now and Im still up. I have been sleeping the whole day yesterday and this must be due to tiredness! I only gets
up at 9.30pm last night. Wow.

Oh have I told ya that I have ended my journey with Dynasty Travel? I did and it was last Thursday, 24th September 2009. I will
still be in the same trade -Tourism Industry, but this time round, definitely a better offer in the sense of EVERYTHING. I will only
start my new journey with the new company on 1st October 2009 and I will be on probation for 3 months afterwhich Im not
sure if I will extend my employment with them after the contract or if they are willing to give me an opportunity to continue
my employment service with them in future.. Let see how's the work load will be! Keep me in your prayers so that I
would do well during this given time, have more patience and that i would succeed. Thanks! :)

Time checked: 5:42am and Im feelin thirsty. Need soft drinks or a super cold ice water. xo

Yours truly

2009-09-18T17:06:00.009+08:00

"a day without laughter is a day wasted"

(we missed genting! how about going the week after raya 28^th-30^th!?)

I missed edeel alot! It's a matter of how many days only but the feeling is terrible! I missed him tremendously! :(

Today gonna meet my so called father (my ex uncle) and go break fast at Swensen with Rafique (his son). Gonna charge my camera battery and hope to bring in lotsa pictures for all of you!

"everyone else is busy baking cookies and cakes"

Oh! and Hari Raya is coming in 2 days time only!! Selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends, minal aidil wal faizin.. Maaf kan kalau I got tersalah silap with you all okie! Loveya, xoxox & last one: 1 MORE MONTH TO MY BOYFRIEND'S HUGE DAY! LOL

Sway away with me

2009-08-10T15:49:00.001+08:00

Hahaha another post for today! That's already two! Here's some photos taken over the last few days too. Can't remember the date but mebbe on the 3August, me and dar at home before going for our dinner. Xoxo

Try hover your mouse on the picture. You will see caption of the photo! :-)

Feelin feelin Seoul

2009-08-10T14:34:00.005+08:00

While everyone else is having their Monday blues blown far farr away, I'm here having my boring Monday in the office killing time all the way till 0800pm tonight. Sighs. How I wish I don't need to work and let all the monies drop from sky. Dream, nn.. Keep dreaming (who knows it will come true someday?! Miracle does happen!!) Hehehe...

And because I'm dead bored, I decided to share with you some photos taken over the past few days when my colleague Christa invited me to her all time favorite Korean restaurant at Tanjong Pagar. Enjoy these few photos... The rest can be found in my Facebook. Tata, xoxo

Lie low

2009-08-09T13:48:00.009+08:00

"one people, one nation, one singapore"

Today is Singapore's 44th burstday! Happy birthday Singapore, from your beloved proud Singaporean, NN. :-)

Office during the lunch time today was sucha hugee. One after another customer. I thought office will be quiet today as people will be at the Stadium or elsewhere celebrating Singapore's birthday or not, lazing around at home on a Sunday but truthfully it's not that way! Most of my enquiries are for the long haul destination and honestly I'm sucks at long haul destination like USA, Europe, etc therefore I have been chasing the customer away instead of taking in business. Not really chasing them away but I will ask them for their email address and contact number so that I could work out the fare for them and will get back to them as soon as I have the fares for quotation. Hehehe...

My boyfriend is working full shift today and I really hope he could also go back at 0600pm later and meet up awhile for dinner.. And I'm going crazy 'cos I have to work on a MSundaney! Hurhurr!! I feel like going back to school. I really want to!!!! Ok whatever, nn. Bahh

Ps. Have a wonderful holiday you all!!!! Tomorrow I'm working too (!!), sad right? :-(

Feelin me, feelin you!

2009-08-01T18:50:00.007+08:00

(pimple on ma nose -it's still on my nose and tell me how to get rid of it asap! :-()

I'm very much pissed off right now. I'm supposed to knock off at 6pm on every Saturdays but because of the roadshow today and tomorrow, we are told to do a full shift but the full shift was not really meant for me. I'm supposed to work from 10am - 7pm today unlike few other colleagues of mine who have to work from 9am - 8pm or 9am - 6pm. Now that my shift was changed at the very last minute, I got pissed off and freaked out actually! I have plans after work (originally at 7pm) but because of this swap of shift, my plan is now haywire. I fucking hate this lots! FUCKK!

On a different note, being the boring me in the office, I editted my blog layout and I have inserted a tagboard for my blog. But I guess, it (the tagboard) won't last for long. HAHAHA

And if you are looking for pictures, feel free to browse them through my Facebook. It's all updated with 3 to 4 new photo albums! :-)

a moment of silence.

2009-07-27T21:05:00.006+08:00

"disabled. disfunctioned."

I was on 2 days mc yesterday and today. Basically rot at home till Dar comes back from work at 1000pm then he will bring me out for dinner or supper. Life is good. Can't wait for our coming bangkok or hong kong trip. We are still deciding on which destination to visit first.

Meanwhile, have a great week ahead of you all! I'll be back with some good lovin', not long before you know. (",)

You come and you go

2009-07-14T19:51:00.003+08:00

"you come and you go"

So many things happened, the good things and the bad things (as usual lah). But I'm still the same old me. I'm not in the good mood to talk actually but I'm pretty much killing time till 0800pm till I sayonara office! Might head down to Vivo City to collect my fucking handphone. I feel so lazy and seriously, I have the feeling I'm not going to Vivo today! Hahah! What's so funny!

Grandma has quit working because of her silly boss. So many things to say but I won't share all with you hokay. Next, my pocket is burning and slowly it will turn into ashes. Oh no! I can't wait for pay day. Usually, this is the case. Mid month, I will start to budget. I hate this situation!

Next, I think I'm going to start performing solat 5 times a day. Even if it's in the office, we have 'back room' and I don't think the management mind me praying in the office (you get what I mean?). Mhmm, what else?

Oh ya! I haven't been on MSN for like 3 days already? Hahahah! And, lastly... Edeel got another brand new bike and it is in black according to his twitter post. I have yet to see it, ride it, and what not with it but I'm hoping to do it the soonest as I get to see him & the black beauty. I will be missing the white stallion for sure ;-(

Alright fella, I gotta knock off now. It's about time and I'm going to do the closing now. Take care! (",)

Ps. Cassandra, if you do not want to purchase that bag, please let me know and not to keep me waiting. I have reserved it for you although I have mentioned that I will not reserve any of the items for anyone (but I did just for you) and I also rejected few other buyers. I will not chase you so I hope you understand and will get back to me on the status of purchasing. Thanks!!

My strength, my pillar

2009-07-04T13:38:00.004+08:00

"you are my strength, my pillar and more..."

Last night was fun. There's so many things to share but I will write whatever I can. First, met up with Edeel at 0200pm and we rode to Bugis to parked the bike. Took bus 80 straight to Vivo City and sent my phone for servicing for the 3rd times! If the phone is still giving me problems, I will not hesitate to ask for a new handset and now, at the head quarter office instead! Pissed.

Roamed around Vivo and stopped by La Senza for a new set of hot pink push-up. Then took a bus back to Bugis and headed to OG before Sim Lim to get my Revlon foundation 023. My boyfriend says, I'm not a smart buyer -.-! After that, walked to Sim Lim and surveyed some good electronic gadgets. I don't know when will the time come for me to get my Compaq changed to Sony Vaio SR. Hahahah! Sighh you know! ;-( So after Sim Lim, we went to Bugis Street for the coconut drinks. Then we hopped in the "Sex City" shop for fun and about 30 seconds later, we came out from the shop with lotsa laughters, even louder when everyone looked at us and gave us the look like, "OMG! You went in the sex shop!? You bought condom? You bought vibrator? You bought what!!?" Hahaha! And we were all cool. After that, we headed back to Bugis Junction to have our pepper lunch meals for dinner. Nice (",)

Done with Bugis and Vivo, we rode towards ECP and went to chill till 0100am at East Coast Park. The first spot was the beach, we went beyond the red rope thingy and sat on the grass and sands. Nicer when we plugged the earpiece in our ears and listen to all those songs in my boyfriend's mp3 and now I got hooked to it and we eventually exchange mp3 for a day (only!! ;-() We had ice cream too from Venezia (Venice) and had Subway for supper! So romantic and so touching last night at the beach. Hehehe... I'm so looking forward to our next meet up which will be tomorrow after work! I love you, dardar! Muaaaackss! ("v")

When the hungry monster is hungry...

2009-06-28T13:07:00.004+08:00

"gaga bang think's you're a fucking ugly gay!"

It's supposed to be my lunch time, but the fucking gay took mine and I'm dead pissed!! I'm not like this before but today I'm like this because I have not taken my breakfast this morning that's why I need to have my lunch punctually and that fucking ugly gay knows that he is purposely taking my lunch time because earlier before this, we had an 'issue'. Well, it's not mine but it's his! He is trying to make things bad but seriously, I couldn't be bothered. Now, I'm not in the mood to take my tapau burger made by my maid because all apetite lost 'cos of that idiot gay!! No, no. I will still eat but not so soon after him. I'm damn frustrated! Who's not? Someone did this purposely to me sia! How can I not be mad!

I do not want to keep sulking in the office today therefore I kept myself happy almost all the time since I stepped work just now especially when I think about my boyfriend who is going to fetch me from work later. I haven't been keeping in touch with him like I used to the past 2 days. It's like everytime when he is back from work, I'm already sleeping and when I'm out for work, his turn to sleep. We didn't really talk last 2 nights and I feel bad. Whenever my clock ticks, and I woke up, it's always the case like 0300am or 0500am and I will received like 2 or 3 messages from him to say "Dear, you dah bok? :-(" etc, etc. And when I read that message, I will reply him with, "Dear, I'm sorie I didn't wait for you and I ter-bok, I love you and I hope work was ok for you just now"... You know, things like that. Yea... So today, hopefully we will spend quality times together before we can see each other again on next Friday (our off day!).

Till then, take care.

Popcorn style

2009-06-22T15:54:00.003+08:00

Last night, Finding Nemo with Subway set meal, the soft cookies couldn't get any better. Much more like heaven..., with his company.

In any way I wanna announce, I'm selling away my LV Monogram Mini Lin Noe Single Shoulder Strap Canvas Handbag at only $40. Yea, it's an imitation piece but the quality is guarantee excellent. Made in Korea and I have only used it once. Just once. You can consider and if interested, drop me an email at: everythangspink@gmail.com

For pictures of it or more details on the bag, you may visit my temporary blog stuffs at: xoxoxowithlove.blogspot.com , see you there! :-)

The never know

2009-06-20T12:18:00.006+08:00

"saturday always"

I hate working on the weekends. Especially if it is on a Sunday. Anyway, I did spring cleaning within my maid's room and my cupboard. Before, it was in such a mess! I should have snap a photo of the messy room and my cupboard but I don't think so you would want to even see it. Spent like 2 hrs on that last night while granny is on the 1st floor watching her all time favorite hindustan drama mamas. It was just the two of us in the massionate. The rest is on holiday in Johor. They will be back this coming Monday. Oh talking about them, my uncle texted me and informed me that they got into a chain accident while on the way back to our JB home in Kota Tinggi. My grandad's wagon bumper got smashed by the two other cars that is behind his. Lucky thing nothing happen to my family. I so can't wait for them to return and tell me stories. You know i'm damn kepo right! :-)

"tomorrow and the never know"

I will be away from office from Sunday till Monday. On off day (hippe!!) and I like. Who doesn't? Lol. I was thinking of going for a swim with my beloved boyfriend on Monday at Hougang swimming pool. He told me there's a new pool and it's kinda fun. If not, mebbe i should ask him to stay over at my place and we watch movies plus let me cook him some nice foods. Hehehe. Oh yes, I need to discuss with him about something now, I will talk again later. Toodles! (",)

^{Love and kiss, nurul neea}

Chillin' at home

2009-06-18T22:39:00.009+08:00

"the love... it's too strong that not even us can break it"

At Edeel's crib since 0400pm just now. Made him and family 'ramly burger' and they enjoyed it! Tried downloading some music for him but the connection is bad.

Makcik, "Haven't been seeing you for sometime, Nurul!"
Myself, "I'm good cik! Been busy with work... Cik, how are you!"
Makcik, "I'm good, alhamdulilah... No wonder I haven't been seeing you here for a while now."
(Of course we talked in our language... Yes, it was translated like duh...)

We watched Taken for the second time and also Obsessed. Spent total of 5hrs just for both of the shows. Tomorrow is "back to work" and I don't know what it will be like. But one thing to look forward is to have lunch with my ex-classmate, Zieayna. Zie suggested for nasi briyani at PPC but I have no idea where would that makan place be! PPC got sell nasi briyani also meh? Hahaha! But first, I need to get my lunch time changed with 1 of the 2nd shift staff, long story!

Oh and it was my first time today to buy the "quick pick" from the Singapore Pools counter. I was so "kanchiong" when Edeel asked me to purchase a $2 quick pick for him while he go park his bike. Hahahaha!! So random, bleargh -.-

For now, I'm off to talk and gossip with the boyfriend's mummy. Talk again later with photos! :-)

All refreshed

2009-06-17T17:58:00.004+08:00

"you can see it's no longer there"

Today work was fine except for the colleagues. I don't know what is wrong with me finishing up my work before meeting the deadline. I mean, if i don't finish up the task given before lunch time, then another big question from the management will come upon me. And when i want to settle the task given, you kept pushing me. When i don't do, you said i'm not doing my work. Howell...

I'm rather sleepy today. I don't have enough sleep last night. Today, i shall have my "beauty sleep". I really need that. And tomorrow too is my off day. Wonderful! I can sleep for 8 hrs long! Hehehe...

It seemed like the tutut is calling me. Oh, the toilet! I'm going to get changed and ...home, here i comeee! Tonight might be going for supper with Edeel. It has been good since we patched things up. Many kisses from me to you all. Be happy always! :-)

31st mthsaries and 1 day

2009-06-17T02:53:00.006+08:00

"bliss"

So on the 16th june, my beloved accompanied me to vivo city to collect my mobile phone from the service centre.
I was so disappointed with the service given by LG. The first one, none of them called to inform if my phone is
ready for collection and as promised, it will takes about 4 - 5 working days to process and 16th june is the 5th
working days of processing or repairing the phone. And when we arrived at the shop, our queue number was 521.
I went to the toilet awhile just to know that my number has missed! So i approached the staff who is actually
clicking at queue number 524 and asked if my number has been called up and he said yes. He told me to seat
while he served the 524 customer first. After serving 524, he was supposed to call me (supposed ok) but he did not.
He clicked on 525 and that does not make me that pissed untill the 525 friend who is holding a 529 number asked
them to served him since they are friends and wants to repair their phone together. That totally made me pissed
and my boyfriend was asking me to stand infront of that guy and approached him as soon as he has finished serving
the two customers. I was like, "Excuse me, I want you to settle my case now!" then he was like, "Oh ya, sure please
wait a moment..." So phone's collected and i'm going to see if there's anymore error from this phone. I'm sick of
going up and down of LG centre man! I only use the phone for 7mths only and problems after problems i have
to 'face'. Bad!

After phone, we had our lunch at Banquet. Had laksa for myself, chicken rice for darling and cockles fried kway
teow for the both of us to share! We were super hungry!! Hahaha! Walked after lunch and went back to Bugis to
have some fun. Catched Lost of the Land and the movie is so-so. I was shivering, damn cold in the cinema! My
boyfriend kept me warm by rubbing my leg and my arms which i think is not enough cos i'm still feeling super cold!
He kept me on his shoulder and leaned my head against his neck because seriously, his body is warm! No, not
him having fever. It's me! Hahaha! It actually helps a little to ease the coldness. Nice work. Movie ended and
we thought of having supper cum dinner at Simpang but unfortunately it was post-phoned due to both of us have
to work the morning shift tomorrow or i mean later. His duty starts at 0630am while mine starts at 0900am
(I have to wake up by 0630am fyi). So we headed home instead of having extra time spend with each other
for makan... Sighs... Nevermind :-)

Alright, have to go to bed soon. Need to wake my pumpum at 0530am later! But before that, let me have my meals.
Sambal sardine with bread! Oh yum!!! :-P

"all know we are meant to be together"

To my dearest beloved edeel, thank you for everything! Nothing in my life can make me this happy like you
did! You are indeed one in a million to me. I love you with all of my heart and i promise you that you will be safe
by my side. I know you love me. I love you too :-)

Harder baby!

2009-06-16T12:46:00.011+08:00

"there's one good 'thing' about us..."

The love. It's the love. Nothing else, but the love we had for each other. It's very strong that not even us can break
it. What more you, miss bitchy biatch. Anyway, i don't want to drag over this anymore. What's done is done. It's
time for me to take good care of my boyfriend and save him from your trap because seriously i'm (not scared
but) worried if he got trapped in your trap. Seriously, a big NO for you to have him! Plus, he already realise
that you are not a good friend. I mean, what kind of friend are you giving him all the bad advices when he tries
telling you he still love me! Looking at the way you 'advice' him, i suggest you better redress your relationship
first before mending mine & his! I wonder does your husband knows that he got married to a wife like 'YOU'
who cheated on him and 'played' behind his back!? Get lost man you wicked biatch!

Now, let me have the last laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Try harder my ugly betty! :-)

I'm not missing you

2009-06-10T01:40:00.002+08:00

" you will never understand me"

-Still ~~wide~~ awake!
-Fought with Monster at work yesterday
-At grand hyatt from 1000am - 0600pm just now
-Head down to vivo with pauline, jeannie & christa at 0600pm
-Wasted $100 today for my non-stop temptation needs
-The FIRST victoria secrets item purchased for myself
-I saw kakak's twin face! SUMPAH SAMA MUKA!! :)
-Handphoneless from now till 1 week time, oh shit
-Tomorrow i'm going to somewhere outside singapore
-Happy + a little bit sad with few things but STILL smiling
-Back home at 1100pm just now
-Feels so tired & wish to sleep NOW!

Ps. I will be back with proper updates! Need to wake up at 0500am later! Ta, xoxo

Free & easy

2009-06-04T14:31:00.004+08:00

"every now and then..."

Chatted with Zie on msn and she was telling me that she is going to gold coast this saturday. Shiok! Have fun zie, you
will enjoy for sure! :-) I'm on off day today and i'm going out to the library later. Not sure to which library but i think
it should either be bugis national library or the one at pasir ris? Not sure, not sureee! I want to get a french manicure
next week probably with whoever that's available next week to go on a date with me. Cassie, you better make sure
you meet me next week eh!

"girlie stuffs"

I went for a shopping spree last few days, shop for nothing but clothes! I bought 2 vests & shirts to wear with the
vest. I bought 1 new black dress, 1 black bag, 1 plastic transparent shoes (gonna get 1 gold one later!), 2 belts
brown & black, my hair accessories (a black rose small pin up clips), and whatelse did i not mention? Anyway, the
monster had asked me to swap my off day to today instead of tomorrow due to the coming roadshow at shangrila
hotel tomorrow which i have to be present at the hotel for a boring roadshow! Sure no booking one... Waste of
everyone's time!

"the last club med..."

Lastly, i was thinking to upload the club med photo taken during my last holiday. More to scenery cos the place
is beautiful. But but butttt, i will proobably have it upload on my facebook instead. Not so much of hassle! :-)

Take care now, i love you all and i miss you all! :-*

*Don't mess with my man; here's a little advise for you, find your own man...

Fallin'...

2009-06-02T17:31:00.004+08:00

I keep on fallin' ... in and out of love with you
Sometimes I love you, sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good, at times i feel used
Loving you Darling, makes me so confused...

I keep on fallin' ... in and out of love with you
I never loved someone the way that I loved you...

I never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure
And cause me so much pain
Cause when I think, I'm taking more than would a fool
And I start fallin' back in love with you

I'm fallin' ...
I'm fallin' ....
Fall, fall, fall .....

It struck again!

2009-05-24T17:19:00.007+08:00

To my dearest boyfriend,

What is wrong with you? You can tell by the messages I sent out to you just now shows I'm turning in to you
and what you did (???) was to ignore me. You put your ego ablaze and you don't want to talk to me. You always
marah2 me, I don't like it! I hate it when we don't talk! And if you must know, I miss you deeply. When you 'scolded'
me just now and say "forget about whatever I have said..." I feel like crying because I talked to you nicely and I
apologize for reverting to you slightly later on our meet up plans. Now, because of that, we have to meet up on our
next off day (sunday) which is not fair to me because I miss you so much and you are not making an effort to turn
in to me or to even forgive me (although I don't know what serious mistake I've committed to you). If you must
know, you are the only person I bought souvenirs from Club Med and you are the first person whom I bought
things for! It wasn't for myself or any other, but it was you, only you! And when I came back, all I know we had
to hung up over the phone over some unnecessary things which you are so sensitive about and we ended up not
talking to one another! :'(

I look forward to hearing from you the soonest, with nice niceee messages or even better still -sweet calls!

Heavy images!

2009-05-17T22:13:00.007+08:00

"4 more days to club med, bintan! :)"

Can't wait for my trip to the high end resort: club med, bintan. Just a 2d1n would cost you $1,200+ and that is what you
call an 'all-inclusive' package! Will start packing my bag on the wednesday's night, and i need not bring anything much
or much cash because its an all inclusive resort and you won't go out to anywhere once you are in the resort because
whatever you want is there in the resort for your conevenience! :) i will snap alot and alooot of pictures later with
my colleague, confirm alooot ok! :)

"where the hell is the 1 minute in my world!?"

I know i have not been updating my blog for some time now. I just couldn't find the proper time to sit, and do a proper
blogging. Somehow, today i can do so because i'm on off day tomorrow and i'm loving it! But for all you know, i might
just leave this blog empty and gone! I try not to lah ok. Been trying so hard to find a good time to upload my genting &
kl photos taken last 28apr - 30apr. Talking about this, i miss everything in genting & kl now. The shopping is madness
i tell you! You will never want to stop spending, especially the females! (",) i had a great time shopping for my stuffs
and my homie people stuffs... We did things which i don't think so any of you would think if doing, so here goes the list:

-We went into the casino at both geting hotel & first world hotel eventhough we are supposed not to (min. age is 21 y/o).
-We bought the indoor theme park ticket but we sneaked into the outdoor theme park & enjoyed the rides for all we
want without being caught red-handed! Hahahah
-We need not que up like the other guests before we can check in to our rooms because sin ling has the gold card
member and we can do a check in immediately! How nice :-)
-We got a hard time after sin ling got scolded and blamed for no reason by the indian man in kl -petaling street! :(
-We did alot more other things and most importantly, we had real fun there!!

"i'll be your angel & and you will be my demons..."

Tomorrow we had to go back to vivocity to get my phone fixed once again and we will be heading to any cinemas to
catch the angels & demons! Then we would have other better things to do with each other! Hehehe... Oh yes, i
think i have to stop now because i have to get myself ready for supper with my boyfriend later at 2300hrs! See
you all later! :-)

P/s. More of the genting & kl photos on my facebook LATER.

ClubMaaaaaaaaad, ClubMed

2009-05-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

"club med is a very beautiful place for everyone"

Does the heading says something, no? Well anyway, i'm going on a famil trip (company's famil trip) in 2 weeks
time sponsored by both Club Med & my company. I didn't know until my product manager asked me to submit to
her my passport details together with my business card for data infos purposes. I'm so happy lah can!? I have been
to bintan club med before but that was when i am 11 years old? Nice, but doesn't know or learn much because i
was too young to learn about club med, all i know was to enjoy the fun activities and stuffs. Hahah! Ok ok, so
i'm not going to burn my pockets and crack my head to think about what to bring and how much bucks to bring
because everything will be included in the famil package! That includes activities like (water sport activities)
snorkeling, wind surfing, water polo, sailing, scuba diving, kayaking, water skiing & wakeboard, or (land activities)
archery, basketball, golf course, golf picth & putt, rollerblading, squash, tennis, volleyball, rock climbling, flying
trapeze & snowboard plus they also do have bungy jumping (!!!), etc etc, just too many to share all here! Even
the meals is provided! And just fyi, there's a total of 5 meals (breakfast, lunch, late lunch, dinner, late dinner) hokay!
And it is international buffet style! They have just everything! Just name it and there you go... And plussss the
accommodation is provided, etc etc. So why worry about the bucks, right? Anywhat, don't ever think that i can
go for all the free activities because with just 2D1N stay, what can we really do!? Perhaps, those simple ones and
mebbe one or two of the water sports activities. I will be going there with a colleague of mine, Pauline, and
hopefully we will have fun while learning about the whole ClubMed so that we could bring better knowledge and
infos to the rest of our colleagues and our clients. Wow best! Later i snap, snap pictures again, eh!? Now must
clear all the genting & kl photos in my digi cam or i won't have enough space and memory to store my next snap.

"something to do..."

Eh by the way, the genting & kl pictures will be up by tonight (i hope!) cos tomorrow is my off day and i can
sleep late tonight!! So yea, stay tune on my facebook eh! Heheh...

"one at a step"

Just so you know, tomorrow is me off day (hippeeee!) and i'm planning to send my mobile phone for servicing in
alexandra. The problem with this silly phone of mine is -the battery! It's leakage or what so ever (well i don't know!)
and due to that, my phone has never had fully charged battery in fact, while charging my phone, my batt can just
go flat and switched off my phone by itself! How sad. And due to that, i have not been replying to messages or
returning calls to everyone on time and i don't like this! I really need to get rid of the problem i had with my
phone otherwise, till when must i suffer (lol, chehh!)! Further to that, i still have my 1 year warranty, so why
not go and service it while it is still in the warranty period? And after that, we have other plans like having lunch
or dinner at tekka. My beloved edeel is craving badly for the yummylicious masala chicken! Oh yum! :)

"hokay, i got to go now babies!"

Ok liao, wanna pack for home already. Hurry, hurry 6 o'clock!! I wanna go home!!!! :D

Right here with me

2009-05-01T23:16:00.015+08:00

"i'm back! oooh we are backkk!"

It's fun in genting & kl. So many things happened, the bad & the good. Overall, we had real fun there. We went
crazy for shopping especially in kl. We shopped for those branded goods, my stuffs like acuvue transparent lenses,
za compact powder, simple toner, and of course many others too! :) Dar went crazy shopping for souveniers for his
family and for himself too. It was really a nice experience to genting & kl. We spent all our nights in the casino at
first world hotel & also at genting hotel, gambling. Hahah! Just for the fun of it. I did not gamble but dar did. I was
enjoying the fun and observing the gamblers gambling. It was dar's first time and good thing, he did not get addicted
like the other colleague of his. Heheh, funnn! As i type this, i'm starting to missed genting & kl. I missed having my
time spend for fun and of course with my boyfriend. I missed having him by my side. Uhm yea, his colleagues are
planning to go there again in july, but i doubt so we can. Instead, dar had asked me to save up and we can go next
year perhaps. This end year, to hong kong to celebrate our 3rd year together (:)), really need super saving! So
fun, so excited! Can't waittt!

For pictures wise, i will most probably have them upload on my facebook. And since there's just too many things to
be shared among us, i shall brag about my genting & kl trip later when i'm free. Now, i'm gonna get myself dressed
up and meet my love for supper. I missed him and i will be all good after seeing him. Till then, have fun, be safe!
Love, hug and kiss (",)

Feelin me, feelin you

2009-04-28T01:27:00.013+08:00

"malaysia, here i comeeee"

I can't wait for genting & kl later!! I'm going to be the queen of shopping! We now have RM1100 for us to shop!! Nice.
Can't wait to spend my precious time with my boyfriend while holiday-ing with his colleagues. I'm gonna make this a
memorable one. And by the way, i'm not going to sleep tonight because i do not want to missed my trip. I might not
wake up on time or worst, missed the whole thing! Hahah, to be on the safe side, i'm going to stay awake till 0400am
later. Gonna catch the very first train at 5.30am and meet dar at bedok's mrt platform by 5.40am. Hopefully he
catches the train and not making me step out of the train, (",).

"i want you to hold my hands and never let go forever"

I'm bringing one strolley luggage with me and inside it, there's a not so huge bag pack which i bought in thailand
-bangkok the other day! That sure will stuffed all my shopping thangs in there! I can't wait to pull my stroller luggage
with me later and meet my beloved in the train! Oh, nice. Ok lah, have fun and i'm sure as hell gonna snap lots of
photos! You better stay tune! If not, come back in 4 days time or so. I love you all now, xoxo, hug and kiss :)

Cassie, better go with us!!

2009-04-26T14:24:00.016+08:00

"you and i are destiny, i know that you were made for me"

Hopefully it won't rain today because my boyfriend wants to fetch me from work. And you know why i said that?
Because every time when he wants to fetch me from work, it will rain and that result us to meet elsewhere like at
bedok or tampines :( cross my fingers and toes, hope that it will not rain by the time he will fetch me. I can hardly
wait to meet him because it has been 5 days since we last seen each other. Best right dapat see your lover sekali
sekala!!! I suka but sometime the feeling of missing him is terrible :( heheh, mentelll.

Today we have few plans. We have to get our bucks changed to ringgit malaysia for our coming trip this tuesday.
I have yet to pack my stuffs and the trip is in 2 days time! I'm all excited and at the same time, i'm worried because
what if i might not get another traveler for the coming trip? One of the hotel room will be empty due to no occupancy.
I hope Cassandra can come and tag along with her boyfriend. Again, cross my fingers and toes. Oh yeah! My boyf
rang me up last night & said that his mom offered me to stay overnight at their crib on monday so that we wouldn't
be late or missed the bus, and that we can go out together from their place to the reporting venue (lavender mrt
station). Let me think about it first, because me so paiseh. It's gonna be my first time if i overnight at his place,
but come to think, i don't think we will sleep. Hahah! Perhaps, surf the internet and dar playing MY psp. Hahah
you must be wondering why the 'MY' is bold and in caps? Because my boyfriend always thinks that the psp is
his!! Hahahah, sorry eh bee bilang2 ni semua :P tetap sayang you!!!

The trip is in 2 days time and i'm all excited and at the same time, i'm worried. What if i didn't managed to get side
kicks to tag me and occupy the empty hotel room?? Sin ling's effort of getting the hotel room for free will be wasted
then... :( I have yet to pack my stuffs and i'm doing it tomorrow evening when i reach home from work. I so can't
wait for the trip! As per Aniqah, don't forget to bring some snakcs with you to have a quick bite on the bus since it
is a longgg journey to genting. Talking about aniqah, she is sooo the becok lor! She tells me everything in details
but it's good infos, people!! I even jot down the important things for me to have a guideline. Like the bus timing
from genting to kl / kl to genting (comes every 30 mins), and the hotel needs to get a 'queue' number before we
could really check in. The petaling street to shop, etc. Wow! Nice infos for a first timer like me. Heheh, thanks
eh miss moez! Nanti aku beli kan kau oleh2 dari genting and kl! Hahahah :D

& by the way, we are heading to cheeeeenatown and people's park centre to survey the currency exchange.
And then, we are meeting grandmum's at bedok corner to collect bucks from her to me (heheh) and then
gonna eat her delicious cookings at her work place. Now, i need to do some research on the casino in
genting... Shh! I'm going to the casino! Hahah, hopefully dapat lepas 'cos for god, edeel and myself
knows what i'm doing just to get in the casino. Hahah! Shall not elaborate more. Tata you all, and
have a good week ahead of you! Love, and kiss.

Malaysia, Truly Asia!

2009-04-24T17:01:00.018+08:00

I am still hunting for side kicks to tag me along to genting and kl this coming 28 apr. My bestie was supposed
to tag and after everything is all planned and excited about, she said she can't go :( 'cos she happens to see the
calendar and 28 apr (unfortunately for most) happens to fall on a weekday (!!!) & she couldn't get leave from
work except for fri, sat & sun (hohoho!), so there i go again, searching high and low for side kicks. I'm so eager
'cos i seriously do not want to waste the hotel room for that 2 nights just because my boyfriend's colleagues
couldn't make it for the trip and the hotel room that his another colleague booked for us for free is gone just
like that without having alternative occupancy (poor sin ling's effort of getting us free hotel rooms! :() Grrr!
You can see how hard i'm trying to catch some friends to come with me. Right? Sin ling, you better
love me! :P

Anyway, worst come to worst scenario, i will get 1 of my side kick (pray that she can make it cos she
always can make it one!) to come along with me. We gonna have hell lotsa fun! :)

Ps. But but but, if anyone feels like tagging me, do drop me an email since i've got no tagboard:
everythangspink@gmail.com . Love yous, xoxo! (",)

A quick update

2009-04-22T19:23:00.010+08:00

"my 60 seconds of happiness is you, sweetheart..."

Hello there. It's been awhile since i last blogged heh! Actually i wanna blog yesterday (it was my off day) with
pictures of me and my boyfriend (perangai pictures!) but half way through i felt lazy and hungry so i gave up
on internet and ate my nenek's cookings. Sedappp! :D Anyway, things has been good for me except for work
stuffs. I hate working with the monster i'm working with right now and it's my umpteen times saying... But
that's pretty ok 'cos i'm glad i won't be seeing her for the next few days (matter of fact; 6 days). So happy
whuat rite!

Oh ya (!!!) my boyfriend's colleague's friend backed out the last minute before our trip. And now, we have 1
empty hotel room that can fit between 2 to 4 guests! It will be such a waste if we let go of the room without
trying to get another occupancy for that 2 nights. So actually, i'm still searching high and low for someone
who is really free and available on the 28 apr to 30 apr to come tag me along to genting and kl. Come lah,
come lahhh! Hotel room is free you know! And you only need to pay for the coach tickets which is 80bucks!
If you wanna, i can get for you additional 10% discount for each pax you have 'cos got travel agent
privileged mah... Heheh! Anyone interested, please do not hesitate to contact me at (cheh step nak
bagi mobile number ehh), k email me at everythangspink@gmail.com nowwww!!! (",)

At the same time, last night i met with dar at 1200am and went to mustaffa to shop for our toiletries and
some snacks for the usual cranks. Hahah, and dar good thing bought me a box of FOX sweets! Aww, so sweet
lah! Hahahah! Dar: "you nak buy?" me; "nak! boleh bee?" dar; "ok lah! take the packet one. berapa huh?"
me; "1 dollar je bee..." dar; "ok can. take lah" me; "eh i nanak uh! i want the one in the box.. ok can eh?"
dar; "woah! melampau! dah bagi yang murah, taknak. kau ingat aku tak tahu kan, kau nak yang cantik
nya?" me; "heheheh boleh kan?" dar; "take lah, take lah! u want to put in office right? think i don't know ah?"
me; "woah u knowww ahhh!!! :P" so that's about it at mustaffa. Then we went to simpang bedok to have our
bullet pepper steak which i'm not satisfy with! My steak 'leaking' uh!!! Huhuhu.. Got blood. Then i geli nak mam
and dar have to help finish. Lucky me he never scold and nag at me.And my lucky really mean VERY lucky!
You doesn't want to know how and what is his reaction is like when he see me waste my food.

"because i only love you, and only you..."

All in all, i had fun and i can't wait for this sunday cos i believe my dar will bring me go shopping again and
perhaps this time at bugis village cos i wanna buy my barang2. I mean, my sling bag for this coming trip.
Ye lah, kan nak put passport, ke wallet ke, ape2 yang penting when we go out from hotel room. Hip hip
hurrah!! Sunday after work will be my next date with dar after few days (from today) of not meeting up.
Hurhurhuuurr! Ok lah, i want to go make ice tea at office pantry. Want some?? Yum yum! :D Tata!

Ps. Pictures later soon! Mwaaa!!

hello my 29th ("v")

2009-04-16T00:50:00.009+08:00

"i give you till 6 months, you see :)"

"at last, you got no other choice"

I was singing happily in the office, treating people good (i'm always treating people good!), serve each of the customers
i received well enough and all that because you know why?? Cos tomorrow is my off day and that's one of the reason
but the main reason to why i seemed so happy is because the monster finally approved my OIL claim! Like finally, i
tell you! I had been waiting since last 29 Mar and after so much of bugging her to approved it cos my trip is confirmed,
she decided to approved my OIL claim, anyway, she still have to approved!! Hahah! She was left with no other
choice, so a loud hahah for her! :D

Now, i can get all excited and start to think of what necessary items to bring along and what not. I will start to pack
whatever i need to bring from home to genting later too! I'm all happy and excited! Heheh! Just now i bought the
coach tickets from another travel agency who sell coach tickets to genting, booked on a premium class coach and i
tell you the coach is damn huge!! There's entertainment for the passenger and even an individual gaming, fixed tv
etc for the passenger. Wow!! Exciting eh? And since i'm a travel agent, i got a 10% discount for the coach tickets
based on per pax. How nice! :) Anyway, don't wanna talk much about it cos i'm sure i will brag more due to
excitement and stuffs. Sure will take lotsa pictures later! Heheh...

"every second of my life is you..."

Consider yesterday, 150409 -is actually myself & dardar's 29th monthsaries! Yayyy! Got gift for him! Heheh... K lah,
wanna sleep, my eyes are dragging me to bed already. I love you all now, xoxo (",)

:(

2009-04-10T17:03:00.003+08:00

"stop calling me names"

Do not set anger as your excuse. I do not want to say sorry to you. Never want to! Do not try to give such
ridiculous excuses and trying hard to put all the blame on me. And i'm telling you now that i DO NOT like it
when you call me names. Like i said, angry is not an excuse. You could control, but you didn't. I'm truly
upset with you everytime you do this to me. I hate you today!

My everythang

2009-04-05T21:54:00.006+08:00

"i'm still going though :)"

Eventhough monster have yet to approved my leave, i take it as it is already confirmed and i'm still going to kl & genting
this coming 28th april. I don't care!! If she is going to tell me that she can not approved my leave, then i will tell right
straight to her face and said; "sorry but my trip is a confirmed trip and i need to go" mebbe i should bold the 'need' to
her later. Hahahah! Well, i seriously think i shouldn't give any damn to monster anymore. She is just not doing the right
things most of the time, so now you see why i 'dare' to say this and that to her (",).

"excited sangat'sangat!"

I was discussing with dar on what to bring later. I might be bringing my bag pack with my pink guess travel luggage and
chuck all my stuffs in it from kl/genting to singapore! Hahaha! I'm bringing two empty bags. But, when time comes, you will
never know my two bags will be packed and full! Hahahah! I really can not wait for the trip!! Heheheh! I'm going to casino,
shopping, playing in the theme park, swimming, just whatever i can do to have fun. Yippe! I so can not wait lah! And
dar told me that his colleagues changed of mind to drive there, instead they wants to get there by coach which i don't
really like it :( 'cos for all we know, driving is much more adventurous as we can know! By coach, we have to be there
at certain timings and we have to be punctual and rush just to not missed the coach/bus! Haiz :( nevermind, i know i'm
still going to have happy fun times with all of them later! Heheheh...

"i missed being myself in gold coast :("

Yes! I missed gold coast! Looking forward to my next trip :) btw, i'm chatting with dardar on msn right now while i blog...
I want to webcam with him, later you all! :) hugs and kisses ("v")

Toodles!! (",)

This night

2009-04-05T01:39:00.005+08:00

"i miss you :( it hurts so bad"

I'm reading my boyfriend's blog and it's really hilarious! Hahah! It's so funny the way he blogged and i missed his rantings
so much! I called him up just now and asked him to blog again 'cos i love reading (especially) his! He said ok, and i likeee!

"baby sing me good night song while putting me away to lala land"

I miss my boyfriend so much. I didn't get to meet him just now and our off day are burnt just like that! :( all because
of me and my stupid mistake :'( anyway, dar promised me to meet me tomorrow after work. I'm really looking forward
to our meet up tomorrow. Yippe!

As i typed this, my sweetheart grandma is calling me to bed. She is worried if i couldn't wake up for work tomorrow and
of course another random reason; she's worried if i got not enough of sleeping hours. And you know what? Although we all
know that my leave has yet to approved, i'm still not going to cancel my trip if that monster does not approves it. I mean,
we booked the hotel rooms already and i can't wait for her answer until she approves it 'cos hotel rooms needs to be confirmed
and our coach tickets needs to be paid as soon as we can confirmed otherwise it will be sold off. In the event if she approves
it, then it's good. I'm on the safe mode, isn't it? But if i were to book any later and she approves it, who knows if i can't get
the rooms and tickets for my holiday trip?? I seriously can't wait for the trip! Yahoo!! Will do lots of shopping and will snap
lots of pictures! I heard dar wants to go to casino the first night! Heheh. Sekali i cannot go in 'cos of my 'under age'. Hahah!
But hopefully they don't check our IC lah... :)

"kissing everyone now"

And i promised myself to sleep by 0200am or i won't wake up on time and end up taking a cab. Sighs... But before i
knock off, i need my crave to be done with and over with soon (!!) oh please!

-i need a good thai massage
-i need a good kiss with my boyfriend
-i need more cash!! (hahah!)
-i need more tops
-i need more shorts
-i need a new pair of shoes for work and leisure
-i need a good hair cut/hair treatment
-i need a manicure
-i need to prepare my stuffs for my coming trip
-i want to swim (badly)
-i need a sleep NOW! hahah (no, i can't do it now 'cos...)
-i NEED to make a bottle of milk for baby cousin!! -.-

Good night world! Till we meet again ....

Yet again

2009-04-04T14:47:00.002+08:00

"loving you is forever, hating you is only a minute..."

"donuts factory"

I want to have donuts from donuts factory today! I want milk chocolate and i want tiramisu! I want, i want, i wantt!

"something hard to understand"

Anyway, i don't understand why it's hard for me to give in these days. I simple couldn't be bothered if i hurt anyone
but only to know i will realize later and seek forgiveness. I don't know why i'm like this. :(

"clear your negative thoughts"

I'm on off day today and i want to eat my granny's cooking! She will not be at home till 11pm later! Sighs... And i hate the
maid! She go out without informing us and when we have urgent things that needs her help to be done, she is not around!!
Whenever my granny or my aunt is around, she didn't dare to go out from the house! I really hate this man!! Grrr.

I love my nenek

2009-04-02T17:55:00.013+08:00

"not so healthy for that black ego"

I pity my grandma for not eating last night. I pity my grandma for my actions and my cold treatments towards her.
I pity my grandma for the shit i had given her. I pity my grandma for everythang! Why am i so ego? Why can't my
heart be any softer? Why must i treat her badly when she has done nothing wrong but just to knock some senses
in my thick skull?? I really love her a lot and i couldn't forgive myself if she were not to eat tonight.

She called up earlier and with 6 missed calls, then i answered. She happily told me that she will be cooking
my favorite dish tonight and we (me and her) could have dinner together like we usually does. I angrily replied
her, "taknak!" (i don't want!). So she was upset from the way she talked and voiced. I also told her that i'm busy
with work and i will see her at home later. She will always say "i love you" before she hung up the phone on me and
i will reply her back with "i love you too". But just now when she said "i love you", i just hung up and go. I'm such a
pain in the ass. I know. I didn't ask for this. Neither do i want to treat her that way. But this ego of mine just won't
go away anytime soon. I really cried in the toilet just now and i really told God to open my heart and make me a
better person in life. In fact i have been saying this for the past 2 days... I even told myself to treat and treasure
my grandma well before she leave me forever. I mean, who knows right? Actually i wouldn't pick up her calls. But
i was telling myself to pick up for i thought (she called me again now) ok back to the story, for i thought some 'shit'
happens to her and i willingly picked up and answered. But whenever i picked up and hear her voice just now, i
just feel angry and my blood boils for i don't know why. I think i'm going to hug her again today and said sorry to
her till she really forgive me. Although she might sincerely forgave me, i will never stop saying sorry. I promise i
will do that tonight 'cos i really could not bear seeing her like this. :'(

On a lighter note, i'm meeting up with my beloved boyfriend later at bugis after work at 0600pm. Which is now
as i typed this (!!) hahah! Doing some shopping therapy with my love. Hehehe.. Laters! :)

In the next 3 hours time

2009-04-01T16:52:00.012+08:00

"wrapped"

I'm doing nothing in this stupid warm office and i decided to do some blog-shopping. I purchased 1 black top and
i'm transferring the amount to them in the next few hours before they can mail out my item tomorrow morning!
Yay!! Then now i did another blog-hopping (not shopping) and i really fall in love with this one printed top!
It's very feminine and it's so sweet! I will 'sweet talk' my love and see if he wants to purchase that for
me. Hahah! I'm cute right? Cute righttt!? Hahah! Bully my boyfriend! Teehe (",) Now, you want to
see the top that i'm talking about / wants dardar to buy for me? Heheh... (Click to enlarge picture
below)

SWEET RIGHT??? KAN!!!?

A messy entry

2009-04-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

"i can smell those smelly mouths bitching..."

So if you think you are good at bitching behind me, now make yourself a little more better by doing it right in my face!
I dare you to do it, but i know you will never do it because you are nothing but a COWARD! And if ever you read
my blog, i'm glad :)

""the machine is not working everywhere"

Today is april's fool! Have you fooled anyone yet? I did but once :( feels like doing more, it's fun! Hahah! The one person
that i hit was my beloved boyfriend. Hahah! So cute! And after that, he messaged me and the text reads, "Dear
you're an ASS! :@ you make me scared and worried!" Hahah! Ooops sorry darling!

"hold you tightly now"

Uhmm, i'm a not a happy child 'cos i'm more than upset with myself. I just hate myself. I hate hurting others
especially my beloved grandmum and my beloved boyfriend! It shattered me into pieces whenever i see
myself treating them like shit. I'm seriously disappointed with myself.

All aside now, i really need a good shopping therapy with just anyone! I need to get my hands on few items, mebbe
i should list them down and have my rough budget? I need to start saving or else i won't go for my coming trips
to kl, genting, hong kong and macau... So here the list goes...

# Transparent contacts (stubborn! although my eyes are having infections now, i still want them!)
# Hazel and grey contacts! (again, stubborn! lol.. boyfriend will nag at me)
# ZA Foundation Powder (it started to break apart and shattered!!)
# Top from Mango or Wherever i see that i like!! Hahaha
# Revlon Skin Matching Makeup (mine finishing soon!!)
# Pink Rose Blusher (also cracked already liao!!! :'()
# New watch from Puma or Adidas or not Inez!
# Shorts from Giordano or Levis or Mango!!!!
# More sheer romance lingeries!!!!!!!
# Stationerary holder for office
# Manicure
# Toiletries
# Simple toner
# New make up bag
# Mug for office
# Handbag for work
# Bag for jalan2
# Shoes!!!!
# Sandals!!!!

MANY MORE BUT YET TO COME IN MIND! I'M SURE I WILL NOT SAVE!! HAIZ... SUCHA SPENDTHRIFT GIRL!!

It's not fair!

2009-03-29T16:16:00.020+08:00

"i'm always the last"

It's a sunday and again, i'm working. I hate working now! I hate working with the manager now! I just hate
how she is doing things. :(

"rainy rainy rainnnn, flip flop flip floppie"

It's going to rain now and why is it that everytime when edeel wants to fetch me from work, it always has to be
rainy?? And when i want rain, there's no rain! I just hope that it will not rain at 0500pm later so that edeel could
fetch me from work. We got plans today and it's to somewhere which you all should not know for this
moment :) I can hardly wait to meet him later. Olala~ And we are heading to bugis later. More
pictures coming up after this outing, hokay! :)

"what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down"

I'm going to genting this coming 22nd april to 24th april. It will be a total of 8 to 9 paxs. A big group! The trip
will consists of my boyfriend, his colleagues and of course me, the 'outsider'. Lol! That was why i asked if
any of you who is willing to tag me along? You and your partner. Just anyone will do! The more the
merrier, right! All of them are confirmed going and that includes edeel too! The only person that have
yet to confirmed is ME! Sighs. Have to wait till the fucking monster approved my OIL. If not, all
of us will cancel our trip. I'm the princess, remember? Lol! Everyone must have me! Lol!

Tap you if i catch you! Hugs and kisses :)

KL or Genting tirp?

2009-03-27T14:12:00.009+08:00

"we are back on the pink track!"

Thankfully we are now on good terms again! I really missed talking to him and as much as i want him to know, i still
love him despite himself having the thinking that i do not love him and that i found a better guy. Aww, so sad of
him to think that way! :(

"on a happier note"

Yes, on a happier note, i'm planning to clear my OIL leave in the mid of april. It will be on the 13 April to 19 April.
Long leave! Hahah! A matter of fact, 1 week hokay! Quite long for me! And it's great to be off from work, agree all
the workaholics!? Teehe! Mhmm, edeel was giving me a suggestion to go to KL for a short getaway about 4 days.
4 days is abit long or not? I'm just worried if i might missed grams and home! Sighs! Anyway, plan to be advised
later. Hahah! But for now, i'm going to work hard to find the cheapest hotel rates and better hotel stay for us
all and be sure i will get staff discount when purchasing hotel rooms or any form of tickets! Yippe!! I'm so
excited, not? :-/ And did i tell you that we will be going with dar's colleague and his brother and his
girlfriend?? Yaa! So malu la how?

"strength"

I love muhd edeel adha tan so much and i can't wait to meet him!! It's been days since we last met hokay and i
couldn't bear the feeling anymore! Ok and i'm happy that march is coming to an end!! That means - us, the
workaholics will be getting our .... YES!!! So happy! Can't wait to belanja dardar ramen ten 'cos we got
50% discount coupon to use before it expires before the 31Mar!! Tata!! :-)

More than words can say

2009-03-26T16:08:00.023+08:00

"you know, sometimes i just feel that i can't pretend to hate you"

My boyfriend and i had not been on real good terms for the past 1 week. We don't send sweet messages for the past
week. We don't call each other and talk (!!) and we do not even go out with each other like we used to. This is because of
lack of "trust" and just me being so paranoid and being an egoist and him being and egoist too (of course!). I myself do not
know what i really expect from my boyfriend and i realize that i have not been a good girlfriend to him yet. I don't know
what he is thinking right now but i know his heart yearns for me and so do i. Otherwise, he wouldn't be dedicating and
forwarding me songs through youtube. I checked my e-mail just now and i was so touched at what he sent to me at
0516am just now. He even quote a few sentences in the video clip. You may want to view the screenshot posted
below :)

"i love you more than words can say"

Obviously i was just being pure plain ego and ignore everything he sent to me from facebook to emails to messages.
You can not blame me, 'cos edeel was right, my ego is just too much! But anyway, i really hope that everything will
be fine soon 'cos matter of fact, i really missed him so much! :'( and know whuat? Just now when he reached his work
place, he texted me "im at work...." and he just forward the message to me! I mean, i sent him that when i reach
my office at 0845am just now and i PURPOSELY put "four dots" in the message because i want to see if he really
will use my text and forward to me when he reached work later and i was right!! So i replied him back, "stop copying
my message!" and his reply was "it's not copyrighted!" then i was like laughing to myself and replied him "hahah
yea2 whatever" and his last reply was "sore loser! lame loser! :-)" awww! See that? He is trying hard to make up
and try to make us back like normal. I can see! But i'm being an ass STILL! My last reply to him was this "k lah,
go and do your work" and nowww HE DIDN'T REPLY :'( that's one of the problem with us both!

"you will always be the one"

You know yesterday was my off day for the week. And you all know that edeel and i will have the same off day. We
usually will go out together no matter how late our meeting time is. But yesterday happened that i'm still extremely
angry with him, so i rejected his offer by bringing me to catch a movie and dinner somewhere. It was a mixed feeling
and emotions i had yesterday. He was the last person in my mind before i go to bed. And seriously when i rejected
going out with him, my heart shattered into pieces because i just hate myself for being too ego! I know he really
mean it when he said he is sorry. But this thick numb skull of mine just wouldn't care. That's because i was damn
angry at him still! I hope i will cool myself down and be happy (",) now, now.. I have to wait till next week
Friday for my next off day to spend time with my boyfriend. That's sad, right? :'( I think i will take mc
sooner or later too. Hahah! Cannot work if never meet him for more than 3 days, can? :p

"because nothing can separate us, right"

So i'm looking forward to our coming 29th monthsary this coming 15th apr. I have something special and thoughtful in
mind for my one boyfriend. And good thing, i have lotsa stuffs in mind running to plan for our future monthsaries and
his coming birthday. Means, more surprises to come from me to edeel, me and us (the relationship). Ok ok. I
really think i need to stop this or i will tear anytime sooner or later 'cos i really miss everythangs about him.
I'll post more pictures soon!

I'm an idiot

2009-03-24T21:37:00.010+08:00

I will never forgive myself if my phone lost. I will never forgive myself for my carelessness today and i really couldn't stop
crying. Why must i be always forgetful? I'm too young to forget simple little things. I even forget a simple reminder. I fucking
hate myself for that! :'( I want my handphone backkk! And although i wouldn't be receiving any sweet text from anyone, that
includes my boyfriend too, i don't care so long my handphone is with me. A thing that i couldn't live without is my cell phone!
It's too precious to me. It's my personal gadget and now i left it in the office!! I'm such a dumb girl, very naive indeed.

If only i realize that the phone is not with me few steps away from office, i would have gone back to fetch it! I would have asked
my superior or even my boss to open the door for just for me! I would have done that if my staff id (pass) is like my bosses' pass.
They can access in to office after 0800pm but as for us, normal counter staff, we are not able to enter the office once we are out
from the office after 0800pm (the closing time). And thanks to the setan for making me cry and making me forget to take my
handphone back with me! I only realize that my phone is in the office when i was at paya lebar, in the mrt on the way to
home!! I was worried sick about my handphone when i realize i left it in the office. I doesn't feel good about it. And i
believe that when my left eye twitch, something bad is going to happen to me. And half of my instinct is right! :'(

I have left my colleague a note on msn. Hopefully she will sign in to her msn as soon as she reaches office! I really need
a favour from her to hold my handphone and wait till i collect it from her tomorrow about lunch time or so? Cherry,
please pretty please help me and sign in to your facebook account or msn account, please!!!

And you, how i wish that you could be more helpful by offering me a ride to my office and take my handphone from
office? But no, you didn't. You are always lazy and sleeping is more important to you! Very saddening...

To everyone: Should you need to contact me, please drop me an msn or message in facebook. I will most probably be
online till 0900am until i get hold of cherry then i will be switching of my laptop. To edeel, you know my granny's
home number right? Yea, you could call me there if you need to.

Good night world and hopefully Allah loves me and will help me stay calm tonight so that i could sleep peacefully
and also helping me by not losing my handphone from me... :'(

Ignore about everything

2009-03-24T17:42:00.012+08:00

"as far as i'm concern, i'm happy enough"

I'm planning to go bangkok again this coming october. Anyone want to tag me along? I mean, the more will be merrier, right?
So any takers? If you want, feel free to email me at everythangspink@gmail.com so that i could also get for you a
cheaper or not, a reasonable fare for your trip.

"be a little more daring"

Note to everyone: I do not care who you are, and what you do. I also do not care if we do not know each other.
Don't be shy, email me if you are interested in joining me for my trip to bangkok. We can always hit on some ice-breaking
session later and build good chemistry later, no? Not forgetting, you and partner MUST be very creative, friendly (MUST!!!)
and to be continue if there's any more points to point out. Hahahah! I'm like finding candidates for a job interview or
something like that. Pffft me (o.o)

**CHERRY RUTH LIM, ARE YOU ON??? LETS GO & LEAVE MONSTER ALONE IN THE OFFICE!!! HAHAHAH!!"**

And just fyi, it's going to be a 5D4N trip. Preferbably, you and your boyfriend or you and your girlfriend. Hahah! Oh
yes, it's for only $300 bucks for 1 adult including return air ticket, 4 nights accommodation, daily breakfast, and no
hidden cost already!!

I'm super excited lah hokay! :-)

You are still the one that i love

2009-03-14T22:29:00.022+08:00

"you are still the one"

I had a slight arguement between me and my boyfriend, yet again! :( actually i feel so sad with him 'cos he hung up the
phone on me while i nag at him about why he is not going to work today and what not. But ah, i don't wanna think about it
'cos it makes me sad and pain. Anyway, my grandmum is coming home in few minutes time. She told me that she would
bring back some fish for dinner tonight. It's going to be me and her again tonight since the rest of the family members
went to our house in johor. They are coming back tomorrow afternoon, yes. Ok, i wanna download some songs
and i wanna switch off my laptop as soon as i finished uploading random photos to my facebook.

"given you half of my heart"

To my beloved boyfriend, i'm sorry if i'm being a bitch to you lately. Well ok, not a bitch but a very naggy girlfriend to you lately.
You know i want the best for you and me. I really hope you will text me later once you've cool yourself down. And, since
later will be our 28th mthsary, i hope a better day ahead and of course ... you fetching me from work tomorrow!! Lol!
Ok, love you dardar. Miss you lots and lotsss! Hugs and flying kisses, muacks (",)

"you are still the one that i love. the only one i dream of"

And dear love, happy 28th mthsaries (in advanced) or i also mean, 2years and 4months! I love you with all of my
heart. Hug you tite2! Hug me back tite2, will you? :-*

Work is so thight nowdays

2009-03-13T22:28:00.066+08:00

"your sparkling bright eyes for my good night"

I'm at home alone, waiting for my grandmum to be home, anytime soon now. Anyway she has to come back soon
because i'm scared alone in this mansionette, seriously! I have been hearing noise and such since just now! It's very
irritating and it actually got me frightened!! Oh gosh! Ahh, i heard some lock lack lockings sounds, i hope that's my
grandmum coming home! Ah yes (!!) it's her! Yahooo!! I got 'friend' now! Heheheh...

Uhmm, i was thinking of uploading the remaining photos over the past chalet but i guess i will just do it some other time
'cos i wanna switch off my laptop soon and accompany my nenek downstair 'cos she also scared2 alone. Heheh!! Ooo
she just came into the room and tell me to come down as soon as i'm done with my stuffs 'cos she is scared but at
the same time, i wanna blog about what happened over my last 2 off days. One thing to describe, very much fun,
fun & fun!! I love it!

"looking forward to more of these days"

So on the 11Mar, we met up around 0600pm and bought our movie tickets for Watchmen. We also decided to have
our ramen ten but unfortunately, being the fussy me (always) wants to have the seats just near the aisle of the moving
sushi. So the restaurant manager asked us to leave our contact numbers behind and he will give us a call when there
is seat available. Yes, it got fulled at the place i wanna dine in! So we waited for about 30 mins and since there were
no calls from the manager, we ran back to ramen ten and waited outside the restaurant. His manager came to me
and asked if i gave him the right number 'cos he said he tried calling my number and all he heard was to leave a
voice message. Hahahah! So funny, i actually diverted my calls to the voice mail number 'cos i don't wanna be
disturb by my working place on my off days. Hahah! So that's me the very clever one. Lol! And because the time
was so close to our show, and that we had to wait a little more of time for the other seats to be emptied, we told the
manager we do not wanna wait longer 'cos our movie is starting in like 30 mins time. So instead we tapaued tic tac
toe platter from the cafe cartel and smuggled in the cinema. Lol! We were damn hungry as we have not taken our
lunch yet, you know! Sighs... Oh yes (!!) watchmen is a good show! I love the part when they make love, so cute!
Hahahah, mentel (cheeky) (",) !! In the end, we had dinner over at mak's place. Sungguh sedap! After which, we
headed to mustaffa centre to get some stuffs for me, him and my colleague and off home!! What a day! But
definitely we enjoyed it very much ("V") !!

On this date also, funny things happened! Lol. While waiting for our tic tac toe platter ready, my boyfriend told me,
"dear, do you know that pig eat their own shit?" me: "huh? are u sure!?" him: "i'm serious!" me: "yea, just like you (eat
your own shit, kidding!)" him: "yes! (dengan semangat nya dia jawab!)" me: "huh? hahahah! yes you said? oh
yes! bee eat your own shit, hahah!" him: "noooo! hahahah"

On the 12Mar which was yesterday, we met up around 0500pm and bought our movie tickets for Push. Such'a nice
movie too. At first, it was rather complicated for me to understand. In fact, not only for myself to understand the story
line, but my boyfriend got stucked with the starting! After few mins, we captured what it was all about and really
concentrate on the movie. Heheh! Ahah (!!) this date, we had our nice niceee spicy ramen ten with those few other
sushi (!!) yum! Got fulled and then we head back hom and transferred songs to my boyfriend's mp3. What a day (again!)
but definitely a ... GOOD ONE! I love it. And plus yesterday night, when dar texted me, i was telling him, "so i guess we
will meet again in a week time or so? so sad... :'(" and guess what he replied?? "no! i will fetch you from work this sunday
ok? gd nite sayang..." aww! Such'a sweetheart, my boyfriend! And just fyi, this sunday is our 28th monthsary! Sayang
sekali sama muhd edeel adha! Huggies and kisses :) Hokay, guess i'm done talking. Will update again
with photos soon, i promise! :) Good night with many2 flying kisses. Mwaa! (",)

Half a day

2009-03-12T15:31:00.009+08:00

"if it's not always me, then it's always you"

It's my off day again today and i was planning to go out to vivo city or town area with my boyfriend but he ended
up waking late and there go our plan to town or vivo. Sighs... I got so fed up with him. If he didn't sleep late last night,
he wouldn't have gotten up so late just now. He must be playing his mob wars on facebook last night, think i don't know!
Grr. Anyway, we are still sms-ing each other on what time we should meet up and things like that. He was telling me
that my ego is bigger than his and he can't seem to understand why and that i'm a girl. His message was: "that's why, i
don't understand kenapa ur ego is bigger than mine padahal u are only a girl". Haaha hahah!! So cute la the way he texted.
Bual also tak pass, right bee? Actually, i'm pissed off with him because he is always wasting our off days by meeting up
late in the afternoon and we only get to spend like half a day with each other on our off days. Sighs!

"i'm here looking up to the sky, wishing a good day everyday for both you and me"

I have not took my shower yet and i will do so as soon as i finished this blogging. Here are some leftover photos taken
last few weeks with my colleagues at bugis makan place -kopitiam. We were damn hungry at night after working tons
of hours (overtime) and then we decided to have our late dinner cum supper at kopitiam. The thai food is truly
amazing and delicious. Yummy!

In the photo: Pauline, Christa, Cherry, Jeannie and her husband and me! ("v")

I hope you all enjoyed browsing! I'm gonna get ready now and meet my pumpkin at 0500am later and time checked: 0414pm (!!)
goshie i'm gonna be late! Till then, more photos to come by soon! Stay tune and i love you all now, xoxo! :)

Its not just you

2009-03-11T17:30:00.015+08:00

"be ready for the worst"

I'm glad that i'm on off day today and also tomorrow. Like finally i'm putting myself off from work stuffs. I hate working with
dynasty now. I hate the working hours. I hate it so much! I hate the colleagues, i hate the full of shits from them, i hate the stupid
commitment that they expect from me. I hate to see myself crying. I hate to attend to those motherfuckers customers. I hate
everything about working at head quater, now i realised. I'm totally fed-up. But it's fine. Time will come and i will be out from
this hell soon. As far as i'm concern, money comes in and i do my my part, that's that, enough said.

"i want that so you picked up one red's for me"

Sometimes, i feel like pestering my granny to just migrate to elsewhere and leave all the things behind. Singapore is so hard
to live now. But ok lah, 'cos i heard from the news that most of the costing has been cut down. Thankfully! Hahah! But i
still can't wait to migrate.

"going out"

My boyf is going to fall sick and i really need him to take care of himself plus take his medicines on time. Poor darling! :( and
now, eventhough he may seem sick to you, he is still that hyper and still wants to bring me out for a movie and dinner at
ramen ten. Ok liar, liar pant on fire. It's actually me who wants to bring him out for dinner at ramen ten. But he wish to
bring me out to mustaffa centre and also to movie and plus mine, the ramen ten date. So i shall update more later.
I love you all now, xoxo

Ps. Yes, more pictures coming up on your way. Hold a sec while i upload them all for your view! I know, you know, we
all know that we love browsing pictures than words. I mean, pictures speaks a thousand words, right? :)

Birthday Chalet

2009-03-09T22:20:00.005+08:00

"far away from this little spot"

I still think blogger is the best although i know sooner or later there might be pathetic losers reading up my blog just for
the sake of seeking attention from me but hell lord, i couldn't give a damn fuck to this people. Because for all i can assure
you, i will never have tagging board on my blog unless i go privatised it. Simple as i do not have the time to entertain or
reply to sick morons. Never have the time, we all know that. And jump that. I actually feels better working with Blogger
although i know at times it can be a pain in the arse. But it's fine 'cos i still love Blogger. Hahah!

So as promised, here are some photos taken over the past birthday chalet. Oh yes, a thing to remember, at aloha loyang,
happy fun times with my loved ones and that includes edeel too in the picture. It's awesome except for the last night
when some un-invited motherfuckers came by without having a single shame and eat like a whore kid! That is ... my
ex boyfriend. Well, i actually hate the fact that he used to be my boyfriend and now what we called "Ex". Shit!

"you thought u would admit victory, but no"

Whatever it is, we are glad to see you at the chalet! You fuckers think you will give a whoreshit to me and my beloved
cute boyfriend, muhd edeel? Lick your own balls now! To the rest of you, enjoy the pictures and i love everyone! Last
but not least, my new blog url remained unpublished / un-announced, not until i decide to. :)

Till then, good night dollies and babies :)

Die yourself

2009-03-08T17:28:00.007+08:00

"do pull me along with you, please"

"die yourself"

I'm so tired. Can't wait to pack my stuffs and go home. It's going to be a good day at home today because i will
be with my lovely baby cousin, insyirah and few others.

What did i do today in the office? Since it is not as busy as i thought, i did some net surfing on tour packages. I was
planning and also thinking of going for a short getaway (first) with my boyf on his coming birthday. Bla, bla, bla ... So
well, i think that will be all because i wanna start packing up and go home.

To everyone, have a good week ahead of you! & oh (!!) perhaps this gonna be my last entry on
http://watshere.blogspot.com . Ta!

Ps. I can not wait to meet bao. But when will that be? :(

Come walkabout

2009-03-07T17:33:00.008+08:00

"come walkabout"

I have been terribly busy for the past few weeks or rather month or so. With work if you are wondering, what else?
Anyway, i really can not wait till my next off days. It's gonna be wednesday and thursday!! Two days of off days for
next week, good right? Hahah! So what i have been dying to do is to update this little old blog of mine with not only
entries but with photos too! I have lots of photos and videos to upload over the last birthday chalet at aloha loyang
and also few random photos taken at bugis makan place with my colleagues last few weeks and last, the little photos
taken from our advanced 2 years 4 mths anniversary seoul garden dinner date (04Mar09) with my love, muhd edeel
adha tan. Aww, so nice.

"you are always a part of me"

Somehow now i'm seriously missing my boyfriend badly. Especially when we hardly can have the time to even meet
each other even for 15 mins. That's sad! Blame my busy schedules at work! Imagine me working a total of 12 hours
almost everyday! That busy, trust me! And the point now is i really missed my boyfriend badly laaa. I missed those
times we used to spend with each other till late midnights. I can't have enough of him these few days. Ok, you
sure got tired with my love-nags, are you?

"give me a break now"

I hope on tuesday's night or wednesday itself i will be able to post the photos on my Livejournal. As soon as i am
available, alright? Just fyi, i have not been using or touching my laptop for couple of days now. Perhaps
about 5 days already, now? Oh yes, believe me! Lol

Ps. Sorry kakak (edeel's sis) for delaying to download songs for you to your creative. I'm so thightly busy, serious!
I will do it for you as soon as i'm available! Promise and hope you buy me souvenirs when you return home! Lol,
tak tahu malu :p

Pps. To edeel baobao, love you and missed u so much! Hurry meet me!!!!!!! (",)

Aussie love

2009-02-25T16:35:00.005+08:00

"australia"

Once everything sail smoothly, i will be migrating to australia. Where, you ask? Jeng, jeng, jenggg!
Stay tune!

Now, gonna bathe and get ready for later's outing with beloved muhd edeel.

Ps. To everyone that has been messaging me or emailing me or pm (msn) me or even call me with no
response, i'm truly sorry for i have not been answering to your calls. I have been tightly busy with work! Not
with anything else but work, work and ~~shit~~ work :(

With lotsa hugs n kisss,
nurul neea ierns

I love my love

2009-02-21T04:35:00.012+08:00

"i love my love"

"we became one of their hot topics after that..."

That's nice. Keep looking out for more on this blog 'cos i for sure want to share with you idiots about my life despite
it's abit boringgg unlike yours that's so much more wayyy happening, right. Wait till mine become more happening
than yours hokay! :)

Anyhoo, i'm glad to see you just now you ugly fuck face! Wait (....) the uninvited guest!!! I mean, cockcroach(es)!!
Hahah! I know and we all know that you came 1) because you wanna see how i looked like in reality. And you
must be so shocked and envious to know that i'm wayyy better looking than you are! Tsk, tsk. And as for your shit
worthless man, 2) i know he is here to make my love pissed and trying to spoil our happy moments, not? Well,
well. You must be thinking how was our reaction or what were we thinking after seeing you all (the uninvited
no shame guest!!) right? Seriously, we were all laughing and bitching about you all! Poor my aunt and uncle who
doesn't invite you and have been yakking at us all and says that you guys just don't have shame! Can kebas
makanan semua eh! Eeeee tak tahu malu, makan macam budak tamak astu tak di jemput pulak tu! Eeeee malu
nyer kalau aku jadi korang! Tsk, tsk. Takpe lah, rezeki jangan lokek. Makan lah sampai kenyang wahai
anak2 bangsat! :)

Tsk, tsk. Take pity now. No shame nosey asshole who came over to my aunts' chalet with nasty intentions and
just to eat. Mhmm, but are u out of cash, darling? Let me know if you are, bitch.

Ps. Try harder to make me fall. You better think before you react. Motherfucking hoe! Don't for once think
that kau ade 'chap' (ink) aku takut eh. Go suck the doggie (your boyf) balls sa...! Hahah!!!!!

Last but not least, please pretty please grow up lah sa (!!!) i hope you all know that you are what we called "perangai
budak2 taik" hahah! Just fyi, my boyf is not even close to your age, and he has a better thinking than you all kids
plus he is wayyy mature than you all and he thinks far! So try harder, seriously! We or rather i, got no fucking
special time to entertain young kiddos (boboi and gegirl like you all). Hahahah!!! Ta, xoxo

Job interview

2009-02-04T08:52:00.005+08:00

"wish me luck!!" :)

I woke up at 0730am when bibik (maid) woke me up saying that ami's computer is already switched on and hurry
print and photo copy all the necessary documents and so i did. I forgotten to bring home one thang and shit! :(
that is my scholarship certificate :((( But i hope everything will be just fine later :)

"big money, big moneyyyy"

Please pray for my best and wish me luck! :D i'm so excited and nervous at the same time. Oh gosh! I
guess i need some sleep again but i have to be fully prepared for later appointment. Thanks to my family and
edeel for the supports and the so called motivation. Haaahah! Oh god (!!!!!) k bye i'm so sleepy, heck i wann'a
sleep!!! Tah

PS. YOU BETTER WISH ME LUCK! :D
Pps: I hope to share the good outcome (news) later! :)))

Love and kisses,
Nurul Neea

Nothing best

2009-02-01T16:29:00.009+08:00

"after march end, goodbye brat"

Today is such'a draggy day (again) for me. But not so bad because i started shift at 0200pm just now and will
end my shift at 0800pm later. Yesterday did a full shift and it's so tiring! :(

Granny made delicious foods before she went out just now morning at 0700am and she is such'a good granny
to prepare food for all of us in time. And staying over at ami's place is very enjoying with the little baby cousins
around and seriously, thanks ami and uncle wan for you know why! :)

"klm, klm, klmmmmmmm!"

Uh, i'm hungry now :( still unsure of what to have for (late) lunch. But mebbe should grab something soupy2
or cheesy2? Teehe. Wann'a buy some long john silver meal but the ljs here in toa payoh is currently on
renovation or i don't know what happened to the outlet, it's not there anymore!!! :'( oh, how about
subway!? Mhmm, how about subway!?? Oh pump (!!) i just got no idea what to have from subway! :(

"just like you, i love them too"

Tomorrow is my off day for the week and i'm sooo unhappy about it! They purposely had me off tomorrow. I
hate off on mondays!!! Grrr! I would rather have monday blues in the office instead of having off on mondays 'cos
i will feel that the week will pass by slowwww!! :'( fuck this unfair morons! But nevermind now 'cos tomorrow
dar's sister gonn'a treat us to chai chee for dinner. Sure had lots'a delicious dinner like cereal prawns to tag
along is a must!!! Teehe. My mouth is now watery and i need some good delicious bites!!! Ta for now. xoxo

Wait!
HAPPY FEBRUARY TO YOU ALL!!!!! :D

Feel so disgusted now

2009-01-27T01:52:00.005+08:00

"still a kid"

Photos of swimming just now with the family will be on my livejournal. So i shall see you there in a while with the
new updates! :) For now, too lazy and sleepy to even do a proper update. So tah for now, xoxo.

Ps. i miss my boyf!!!!

Pps. I was told to leave the house by my idiot mother on the 25 jan :'( oooops! (Story to be continue in my
livejournal)

Something called love

2009-01-25T01:49:00.011+08:00

"feed me"
(gold coast, courtyard mariott hotel: i want to go back to gold coast!!! siape nak ikut????! :)))

I'm hungry like a hungry monster, always, at this hour. I should just listen to edeel and go to bed early. Silly me.
But but buttt, how to sleep when my stomach yearn for something nice and finger lickin' good? Teehe, mebbe i
should holla mac. You think i should? Actually i wann'a tell dar that i wann'a order mac but after listening to his
sleepy voice, i ditched the idea to tell him 'cos i do not wann'a bother the guy who is working at 0800am
tomorrow (or later?). Haa ha! But i'm sure he allows me to have some mac bites right?? Ok, should go
and ring mac now!! :) Before that, wann'a share something silly yet again...

"laughter and crap always"

Me: I know you don't feel like talking to me! I don't wann'a friend you alrd!
Edeel: Eh yaaaaa sayang!! How you know? Haa hahaha!
Me: Wallah!! Ok nevermind, tomorrow i minta break from you ah!!!
Edeel: Ok boleh. Kita pergi makamah syariah besok ok???
Me and edeel: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

What lame shit sia dear! -.-" nevermind, still i love you! (",)

Ps. Pumps is sold out already!!! Yahoooo!!!!! Thank you so much, Maisarah:)
Pps. Sorry to Issha and Arnia that the pumps were not sold to you both :(((((

Calling out for pumps lover

2009-01-23T14:49:00.011+08:00

"calling all (pink and) pumps lover"

I bought this pumps in pink flamingo color yesterday at Swans for SGD$29.90 and is very much sad that i could
not fit into this beautiful gorgeous pumps in soft flamingo pink color. I've tried to fit my foot in this pumps before
i confirmed to purchase it and somehow i thought it fits me perfectly.

But last night when i tried the pumps again in my bedroom, it really tricked on me!! Now, i'm sure this pumps
only fits perfectly into size US8. This pumps has not been worn yet except for trying at Swan shop and in my
bedroom. It is with the receipt, pink Swan shoes box and with the pink paper bag too! :) Unfortunately, this
can't be exchanged nor refund after purchase, that explains why i did not make another trip to get it exchanged.
I wanted to sell it away for SGD$29.90 because it is still (sooo) brand new with everything else in! I bought it
YESTERDAY and is selling it away today! Pls consider buying and if you're interested to purchase, feel free
to drop me an email at everythangspink@gmail.com . Or if you need to ask and have more details on
these pumps before confirming to purchase, what not, feel free to clear them doubts by dropping me
an email at everythangspink@gmail.com too! Hope to hear from you soon!

Ps. available only in 1 pair

Wasted a day off

2009-01-20T20:59:00.008+08:00

"hear me out, baby"

"someone pls bring me food"

I'm so sad, so hungry, so irritated. Help, help! Today is my off day and it's gone just like that. I feel so sad,
feel so angry, feel so annoyed. Aww, so sad :(

"gimme a ringring and let's chill out"

I wann'a meet my boyf! I wann'a meet him so much, so badly! Now, i'm dangerously in love with
him! Aww!

"gone crazy and mad"

Aww! Too many aww(s) already and i'm sulking alone, in my bedroom, at home. I need a chill pill. I
want to die, can or not? :(

Stuck up

2009-01-19T16:30:00.022+08:00

"the retro"

Below are some photos taken during the annual dinner and dance, last thursday at sheraton towers. Bling, bling!
Some were wearing those glitters 60s clothing, some with vest and some polka dots and some dresses matching
with bangles and big earrings and head scarf, etc. D&D wasn't that fun like last few years and i just felt that
it's a boring one, waste of time and stupid! But if you wann'a browse more photos, it's on my livejournal
under friends-only entry.

I'm so much of wanting to update this blog of mine but when now comes, my mind died on me. Bleargh -.-"
Well actually this blog will remain this way. It won't go nowhere. So i hope there are still people reading my
blog. Like mentioned, more pictures will be on my livejournal under friends-only entry.

"live like a princess, and get whatever you want"

The other night me and edeel took a stroll at best denki at century square on purpose to survey some good
electronics gadget. We window shopped the cameras, lcd tvs and notebooks. My heart dropped when my eyes
catches the new pink acer mini notebook. Oh my goodness, i feel so much excited wanting to get it end of this
month or if my ka-chings is in anytime soon now, i shall go and get it! It's sooo small and it's lighter than what
i thought! It's very feminine, very girlie, very cute, very sassy, very slim and very accessible. I do not hesitate
to buy 'em soon. Oh god! I have yet to inform my granny about this. I have to 'cos i might trade in my compaq
presario notebook to get those pretty pink mini notebook. And this compaq is my 17th birthday gift from granny.
So in order to 'respect' her generous deeds, i shall at least inform her before trading in my compaq for the brand
new mini notebook. Ah, shall talk about it later once everythang is confirmed! :) Now, lets just bear with me,
being all excited and what not.

"flu, fever, femer, backpain, what not"

I was on mc on last saturday and sunday and back to work at 1000am just now morning and is on half day too
(end work at 0200pm) and now, i'm all home! :) I feel so good 'cos tomorrow is my off day. Wow! I love this man!
Next weak is CNY. And i'm obviously looking forward to the coming holiday! The office will be closed on mon till
wed. And i got a half day on the following thurs. That's how nice!!? Now guess what? Tomorrow is my off day!!
Off day for the week! Yahooo! And tonite, dar gonn'a fetch me and take me to his crib 'cos we wann'a watch the
'skin lady' (i name it) on suria tonite at 0900pm (i think?)

"yummylicious"

I'm craving for bullet steak (again!!!!) just had my bullet steak last nite at simpang. Oh gosh! I'm all hungry now
talking about food! Oh no, i think i want another plate of seafood aglio oglio. But but but... Ah shack
whatever! I don't wann'a keep talking about food alrd! -.-"

I love you all now (",) xoxo

Friends only

2009-01-13T03:09:00.001+08:00

Pretend

2009-01-12T11:00:00.012+08:00

I was surprised to why my blog at http://watshere.blogspot.com has a warning page before they can view it. I
have the few screen shots for my record, just in case. I do not know why but i don't find that blog is a form of
spam. I mean, i just set it on "hiatus" mode and having the blog on hiatus is like a for of spam? Wow! I didn't
know that.

So i have replied to Blogger and the management and we shall see what is their reply. If not, i've got no choice
but to delete it or create a new blog or change it's URL. Or, or , or i will just stick to livejournal. I do not know
which to decide until Blogger and its management reply me back.

For now, be happy 'cos i'm going to CDC with edeel to top up our accounts and booked the BTT test. It's been
awhile though that i've missed the test. I need to get all over and done with by edeel's birthday! Teehe. But before
going to CDC, i wann'a go to Bugis first to buy my Quartz watch. It's blink2 and damn gorgeous! Comes with a warranty
too! And the watch pouch. Nice! I wann'a buy but at the same time still considering 'cos i'm afraid that edeel might jump
high and get all mad over me. You know la him (no, you don't know but i'm telling you now, hehe) that he likes to save.
He doesn't wann'a see me spending all my monies like there's no tomorrow. So yea. But i think i'm gonn'a be STUBBORN
and proceed to bugis to buy that watch. Furthermore, my watch is spoiled. The adidas one. It keeps on jammed. I don't
know what is wrong and i'm sick and tired of sending it for repair and knowing that now the warranty is over and
i need to fork out bucks. So forget about it. I just wann'a keep it with me til forever 'cos that is a gift from edeel.
A first watch gift. Hehe, ala mentel sweet! :)

I have one last thing to blog about, which is the outing yesterday to town. Hilarious! We took the public bus although
my love doesn't like taking the public transportation (haha!) and we roamed around town especially far east plaza.
And the good news is: i have alrd found my polka dots dress!!! The retro one! It comes with a high waist belt! Nice,
i can't wait to wear 'em! Then i bought my wedges too! Chose by my mr. boyf. Nice, i think but i also think it
doesn't suit on the dress! Too white!! But whatever it is, i shall put 'em on, on that annual dinner and dance 2009! :)
I have yet to buy those chunky necklaces, bangles and one sling bag (retro one). Haaha! Retro fever! So, i'm gonn'a
get it today since i'm only available to get those stuffs by today since the rest of the days i'm gonn'a be busy with
work 3 more days to Dynasty's Annual Dinner and Dance!!! :) Ok, now i suddenly have the mood to go! Haaha!

K ta! Pictures later! :)

England and throbing

2009-01-09T15:02:00.008+08:00

Granny told me while on the way to Singapore General hospital to vist my sick aunt -ata, that; she wants me to
'investigate' how much the cost is if i were to go to England and further my studies in the same field - Tourism Industry,
would cost her since she is going to cash out the bucks and sponsor everything for me. A thing i can assure you is
that, the fees, etc for the school in England is going to cost my granny a big bombastic bomb, with the flight tickets,
etc doesn't count in yet, oh-my-god (!!) but she has the bucks with her, don't worry anything goes baby! :)

I was at first shocked and nervous, of course! England? Of all countries!? Why England? And it seemed so far,
makes me have butterfly in my stomach. But seriously, she is willing to pay just how much it would cost her for
me to achieve. What's more when she knows that i love to travel and of course love the tourism industry field so
much!? Let me search and find out how much it will roughly cost her, and will let her know later.

And slightly got me upset is that, if i'm confirmed going, i'm sure to leave edeel in singapore all alone, by himself
which i'm not willing to actually! When i told my boyf about it, immediately after my granny gave me the shocking
gaps, his replied was as generous as ever, "that is good dear! why not? don't worry about me 'cos i can manage.
missing you is for sure!" So sweet, he is. :) Let me consider after everything is gathered, alright. For now, don't
wann'a be too nervous and excited or what not 'cos this is just the planning. Haiz.. It's time to go out and buy
myself a packet of lunch. Haven't been eating yet since last night. Now, the hungry monster is really
hungry. May i walk off now? :) Mwaa'a, hugs and flying kisses, nurul ierns (",)

Run baby, run!

2009-01-08T12:51:00.008+08:00

Good 'noon! :)

I'm at the office now, working for 51 mins alrd. (",) I'm hungry too! Haven't taken my breakfast/lunch yet. Now, have
to wait till 0400pm to take my late lunch. Cian nyer... And actually, i've got nothing much to blog. Hokay no, i DO have
lots'a thangs to blog about, but there are no pictures for the moment being. Just a random post for now and since i'm
feeling (dead) bored and you know, i love typing (!!!!), so i decided to talk! (",)

Ehm, last night after catching some drama(s), at ami's place, edeel came and fetched me then we headed to simpang
bedok for dinner cum supper. Anyone who sees me last night, pardon me for my wacky looks hokay, i was sooo
tired and sleepy actually and my eyes are teary 'cos of my contact lenses. I feel like removing 'em from ma eyes,
but shack (!!) i forgotten to bring my spectacles along, anyway i don't like wearing specs ya. Teehe~!

Had bangers and mash again for myself. Then edeel had his mee hainam (hokay, did i spelled it correctly??) -.- in which
he said that he wann'a lose some kilos before the little babies' birthday partaye chalet which is gonn'a be this coming feb.

I sooo can't wait for the chalet. LOL! I sounded like it's my birthday chalet! Waahakaa! I told edeel that i wann'a
swim in the swimming pool which 'belongs' to us, the family.

Ala, 'cos we got the same chalet that my aunt booked the last 2 years for her babies! And the chalet is right infront
of the swimming pool. So being the typical me, i said that the pool 'belongs' to us. Teehe..

I wann'a soak myself in the jacuzzi too! I had alrd applied my annual leave for 4 days. The chalet last for 3 days but
like you don't know me, always like to extra2. Tired mah later! So i shall take a extra day for me to rest, etc. :)

Ok, i run out of topics. Shall update again later, but not so soon 'cos i'm gonn'a be busy with bucks and truck loads
of bucks!! Oh no no, my bonus is still not in yet. Waaaha! I wish you know! If it's really in, hurrahh!!! SHOPPING!! :))

XOXO

Shoo from my boops

2009-01-05T19:19:00.007+08:00

"you better be right, sweetie"

Because i know i have a better life than you do. If you are not happy with everything you see on my site, why don't
you come straight to my face and tell me off?

I'm not some piece of shit like you, to say. I'm not giving any damn to you. Whoever you are, or whatever you do, seriously ..
what has it gott'a do with me?

Does my life affect you so much? Does my life troubles you so much? If the answer is no, then why are you sooo
bitchy witchy?? But if the answer is unfortunately supposed to be a 'yes', than too bad. Eh no, i'm glad :)

Keep reading and keep gettin' more and more jealous. But wait, what's there to be jealous of? Afterall, your life
wouldn't be any better unlike mine. You are a person out of the zone. Shoo away or i'm gonn'a shove your ugly
photo on my site for everyone to see. Haa, don't think i don't know who you are, hokay! You know right, i'm not
as naive as you are. Bloody swine!

xoxoxo,
n watson ierns

Maybe it's not time yet

2009-01-04T14:10:00.007+08:00

"Something to capture and cherish"

Friends only entry updated on my livejournal :)
More photos to come there. I left my USB cable at home,
that's why. These are some photos with me in my work's pc.

So how's your new year 2009 so far?
Mine was absolutely fantastically great <3
Been browsing through monster these few days for new jobs.
I wann'a get out from this company as soonest as i can
and of course, if the bonus gets in my hands too.
I'm trying my luck on one of the job offer posted on monster.
It's some telesales job. A telesales consultant.
I see the requirements and i'm loving it!
Hyper excited about it thinkin' i wann'a try it out!
I hope to get the job!

Here's a brief of the 'thangs' which made me
excited about this job.

Working hours: Mondays to Fridays (0830am - 0530pm)

Off on weekends (Saturdays and Sundays!!)

Basic salary sgd$200 more than my current salary!!!!

Communicate with customers through calls/emails!!!!!!!!!!!

Working place is 10 mins bus ride from my house!!!

Can go lunch at my granny's crib (5 mins walk only!)
& lots more .... :)))

I especially love point #4 because i had enough
of serving customers face to face.
They are as bitchy as you could think off, you know.
My requirements are (more than) good enough for
this job. So i'm looking forward to it.
Otherwise, i have to run back to my aunt
who is still currently applying jobs for me as a
cabin crew on few airlines.
If not, i'm gonn'a hop on to hospitality. Hotel management.
I'm sure i can get in all these with my experiences,
working requirements, etc.

Wann'a work, work, work and save up monies
so that i can ... _ _ _ _ _!!!! Lol, mentel.

Alright, i gott'a run some errands.
Talk again later!
Sayonaraaaa. Mwaa'a! :)

Today, tomorrow and forever

2009-01-03T01:48:00.016+08:00

"Stay there and remain forever young"

Oh goodness! This year i'm gonn'a be 19. And in an exact count of 8 months time, it is gonn'a be my 19th birthday!
What's the oh-so kanchiong start off, you must be wondering, right? You can see for yourself that i'm pretty
much happy and excited plus looking forward to my coming birthday(s)!! I just couldn't believe myself that next
year i'm gonn'a be 20. That's how fast!? The feeling in me now is very much excited. Uh'huh (damn) excited!! Just
couldn't really express how i feel for living in this world. Thankfully i was created and i love seeing myself growing
up, that explains the semangat 'start off' entry. I really wann'a see myself growing up. I'm sure looking forward
to my older days too, eventhough it has to be me growing wrinkles etc all over me. I love myself, i love'love sooo
much and i hope you do too! :)

"I love you today, tomorrow and forever"

So to update, i was spending my whole time at edeel's place after work. All the way from toa payoh to bedok
north with the heavy laptop along too this time. Earlier when i reached, his mom was frying some kirai(s). Being the
'not-so-good-in-kitchen' girl, i was taught on howto make kirai(s). Haaha! Thank you, makcik for the free trial! I shall
make some nice kirai in the future (dream on!). Gaah! I have some irritating videos of me trying to make The kirai,
wait for them to be uploaded. Teehe. We were also 'fighting' and 'challenging' each other on the nicest and better kirai(s).
Of course mine is better (",)

After that, his mama made some delicious salad! I fall in love with it. Somehow i wann'a ask her for the ingredients
'cos seriously, it's sooo delicious, i couldn't resist. I was too shy to ask her for anything else. Lol! After all the yummies
dappies foods, his mom went out to do some catch up with her working colleague and his dad went out with the
same plan too. I was alone with edeel at home, surfing the internet, chit chatting and watching some dramas on the
televiessie.

"So much of the pinkie loving love"

Moments later i switched off his pc and sat on his soFa with my non-stop (purposely) grouchy face and he carried
me into his bedroom and lay me down. Snoring then like a sleeping beauty. Ah wait, does sleeping beauty even
snores?! Haaha ha! Crappie. Woke up at about 0800pm and he was watching some channels on the tv, i was whining
at him, telling him that i'm hungry like a monster alrd and i wann'a eat satay. He switched off the lights again and make
me sleep but i can't! So then when his parents came back home, he went for his second bath and we went out for
dinner to mak's place. Had butter-squid again since he craved for that and no, we did not have satay :( Headed back
to his place again to grab my laptop and then off to bedok reservoir to send his army dude's driving documents and
biked to caltex to have his petrol refilled and of course buying drinks for me like nutritea barley and vanilla coke for
me. I felt sooo thirsty today mebbe the period is coming soon? Bleargh ...

"Gazing up the beautiful skies that is full of shiny stars and cutie moon"

Hokay dokay, it's getting late now and i need to get going. Working again tomorrow at 1200pm. Sorry to keep you
all waiting on my livejournal, i still haven't have the time to update on my countdown entry because i wasn't at home
till just now at 1230am. I will do the photos uploading, entry updates etc soon. I promise. For now, sending off my
biggie hugs and flying kisses to all. Happy weekends, sweetie cake! Mwaa'a :) xoxo

Match sticks

2009-01-02T13:37:00.013+08:00

"Shadows hallows screaming at your lungs"

The idiot colleague tryn'a be nice to be me and told me that i can clear my (4hrs) times off today. He called up my manager
to inform him, for me. How nice, hypocrite!

My manager rang me up and told me that 'uncle' (the idiot) called him up asking his permission if he and my manager
could let me go off early and then my manager too agreed and told me this; "go lah girl, at least you don't need to
see his sian face and fight with him again later..." Teehe. I was of course happy sia! I get to go home at 0300pm later
instead of 0700pm! And i'm sooo going to do my business at home! Teehe...

"Stay and stick forever"

Did i say that i do not want to be late for work today? Haaha, i did came in late. Not my bad actually. I did that
on purpose because i'm on the morning shift with the most annoying colleague of mine. He is acting like one big f*ck
and well, if you've read my twitter updates few days back, you'll understand why i hate this colleague of mine
because he even threaten me for what shit. Arse, ha! I messaged my manager (though he is not on duty today) and
told him that i will be late on purpose (sorry to say that) and i doesn't want that colleague to be informed of my doings
so i informed my manager instead. He..he...he.

"Taking advantage of one in a ugly way"

Today i'm abit happy 'cause i'm going home at 0700pm later. I love morning shift actually but i hate to wake up
so early in the morning at 0730am just to get ready for work. Such'a drag~! By the way, i'm now surfing the internet,
browsing through monster for jobs. I really want to get out from this place as soonest as i get hold of a decent yet
good pay job, ya! I can not wait hokay!

Seems like i'm sooo eager to change a new job now and that's because i had some problem again (!!!!) like sooo idiot,
i hate this. Rafi called me up and says that he wants me to be a part of the opening dance. And it has to be a retro
f*ck moves!!! God damn! I was of course not happy! Me dance? Me retro? Me, me, me??? All on me! Bloody arse.
Really hate this. He even asked me to take my time down to little india and see the boots (those high boots!!) and the
costumes for the opening ceremony dance. Wth!? It makes me more of wanting to get out from this company! But
but but, when is my bonus coming in, first ques?! :D I doesn't want to go then my bonus came in. Like freaking wasted!
Lol. So in love with bucks, who doesn't? I still have not received my bonus yet (!!!) and hoping i will get it anytime
soon. Last year we received kinda early, ya know. Its like 2nd last week of december and that's preety fast, i
think. Oh allah, pls let the bucks in!!! :)) So today, i'm pretty shagged because last night i only slept for 2hrs. I
wann'a get home tonight fast so that i could have a good sleep before i start off the day for another beautiful day
tomorrow. Oh oh oooh, by the way right ... Has anyone of you watched Transporter 3 alrd? Is it a reallly
good movie? I'm damn slow, i know that but i seriously wants to know if it is a good movie or not?
Haa! Alright, till later. Adios, sayonara! Mwaa'a!!

Ps. updating on the 'countdown entry' -today (i hope), at my livejournal

xoxoxo

The first good night

2009-01-02T03:47:00.011+08:00

Gold Coast

(Warner Bros. Movie World / Courtyard Mariott Hotel - Surfers Pradise / Desert Safari - Sand Tobaganning, etc)

Just suddenly i missed gold coast so much, a whole lots of fun i had back in gold coast last few months. Hoping to get
in there once more time (at least) end of the year. But for now, i wouldn't wann'a think so much cos i might bunk'd
out from this industry. This time, make it my hard earn effort and monies till i reach there... ^.^

"It was mine, never yours"

Sitting here, eyes wide awake yet sooo tiny, feels so sleepy. I had a good time with my boyf just now. We reached
home kinda late, 0200am. Had our movie bites at century shaw, seven pounds. It's not a excellent) movie
which we highly expect it to be. But i still do consider it is a good movie, so do catch it in cinema, y'all! :)

"It's just you and me against the world"

After movie, we cranked on the bike and straight to simpang bedok to actually have our yummies supper.
The moment we reached the carpark's entrance, we changed our mind to have our yummies supper at al-ammen,
kembangan instead and we did. We had a few dishes. Satay 10 ticky'sticks, hot n spicy beef, seafood tomyam
and our two plate of rice. That really made our tummy full, especially mine! We even tapau-ed 8 ticky'sticks satays
home.. That's how fulled we were. We chit chatted awhile after settling the bills and talked about alot of things especially
about our future (wedding). So fast? Not for my boyf, i think? :D Few topics was discussed and we giggled, laughed
throughout our passies conversations. We talked about the government too! At that point of time, both of us
feels more like shagged so we decided to head home.

Sent me home first and then he decided to stay up awhile with me. Chit chatted, again (!!) and at 0230am, he left
for home. I love the humble day despite me making such'a mess for the start off day. Sorry i had to do this, my bad ha!

"This must probably be the first good night"

Alright baby, it's 0403am now and i wann'a hit the sacks now! Need to be up by 0730am tomorrow and i do not
want to be late for work. That's part of the resolution's list hokay! :p I'l talk again later when i have the time.
For now, move on and i'm changing my url soon. Tah motherfucks and losers peeking through, ha...

Good night and lots'a huggies n doll kisses. Mwa'a! :)

Ps. i'm looking forward to the 'more' coming days' of 2009.

Pps. I missed edeel already. xoxoxo

Blessed

2009-01-01T17:26:00.005+08:00

"so kiss me and say you heart me"

"It doesn't matter how far you've run to"

It's like in a blink of an eye, i've already live in this world for eighteen years and many'2 months.
Looking back at those pretty bad years, i'm truly amazed at how far i've been.

"Locked those memories and bring them closer to your heart"

2008 is still a beautiful year for me despite alot of hard times, sacrifices, challenges, obstacles
that i had to run through it still shine the way i want it to be. To be very frank, the memories i
had for year 2008 is priceless! I shall continue to cherish it and keep it with me forever.

"A new year to start afresh"

2009 is here and it's time to start everything else afresh. I have a list of resolutions keyed in
last few nights and i'm really looking forward to achieve one by one of it. I'm still unsure what
happy and bad times i'm going to face sooner or later. Just a simple wish, i hope this year will
be a better year for me than the last.

"These souls are the best people i've ever met"

Wiser one, i thank God for having the beautiful people in my life, they made my life a blast
change. I became much better in person, more mature and totally an independent girl. I
never in my life thought that i'd be like this till date. No matter how many people looked down
on me, i still am what i'm today and nothing stops me from being anything. In fact, i'm on step
to a successful person already. Alhamdulilah.

"Happiness doesn't stay forever"

To all the huge candy roll enemies, i apologies for all the bad things i did. To the rest who
has been there for me and be my friend, thank you alot for your sincere presence.

Wishing one and all a happy 2009 ahead! Many'2 huggies and kisses to you beautiful people.
God bless :)

Ps. all other entries with photos will be on my livejournal (friends only). xoxoxo